TICs

Hey people,you know as i spent so much time with you,now i can't keep out of my mind some expression ( tic) that you always repeated and now i repeate too
Cause you know,i'm starting to speak with myself in english (and with my father too O_O)

Abdullah
- fucking + wathever you have in your mind definitely my favourite next tic
- no problem
- ok ok
- you're the queen of the night but i can't tell this to anyone,damn
Yasna
- actually darling,u know u always use this word XD
- oh,i'll miss you,stupid where "stupid" it's me,but i love it
Julien
- of course
- really? said -i think- in a sarcastic tone that makes you think he's kidding on you XD
- something like that
Myself
- anyway that i use from last year,i really don't know why
- a bit i didn't know that i used it so much..just speaking with Julien i found out it's better not to say it with FRENCH people
- whatever gosh,how could i live now,without "whatever",if i will speak only italain.no way.

1,215,802,014 reasons to be sad of leaving Bristol

1. hot chocolate with marshmallows (how could i live without before?!)
2. kebab at 2.30 am with Ann and the seller that say you "Ciao bella!" fuck off,they know everything!
3. watch the dawn from my window
4. people that stop you in the clubs and say "Hi,do u remember me?" and you know you've never met them and you trick them God,guys're so stupid XD
5. taxi drivers that ,after i got out from their car, start to talk to Abdullah about me: "Look,you've to take care of that girl,cause she's beautiful" and he's like "Ok,she's not my girlfriend"
6. cat-fights in the night that wake you up but,defenetly,you thanks God that was just a cat-fight and not something else
7. elder people that stop you in the street to tell them where is Temple Mead or do the knot to their tie
8. people dressed as they want not as it's suppoused to be
9. skaters in College Green
10. walk in the Harbour or anyway in all the city
11. english children x3
12. bristolian accent
13. the wind in The Promenade
14. 9 o'clock in front of the Hippodrome
15. sit/ lay down in the park
16. uphill roads
17. the draws on the walls of Start The Bus or if you prefer SUB EHT TARTS
18. tea god,the japanese one was so good
19. UK shops nobody here will have my dress,yeeep!
20. Friday and Saturday night looking for people dressed in a strange way but for them is normal
21. the other 1,215,801,994 reasons i let you imagine,and maybe we share some of them,mate.

6 reasons to be happy of leaving Bristol

1. sleep more than 3 hours or anyway don't get up at 7
2. don't eat potatoes everyday but only when i want to
3. drink a decent coffee
4. sunny days or anyway days that have the same weather for at least 8 hours
5. my mobile has constantly reception
6. break whatever i "want" cause this is my house and no one can tell me anything (just few people will understand and it's better like this!)

but still

why i had to leave?

Ode to my British insomniac period

As i come back i decided to watch a movie..i didn't feel like i wanted to sleep,i think that too many thought would come in my mind again and mix toogheter in my dreams and.. fucked me over.
My sister downloaded some movie so i had different choises: tempted by "La dolce vita" that i never saw -as other classic film as "gone with the wind" or "the godfather"- i decided to watch another italian movie:
The consequences of love (2004)

It's a tipical italian movie: depression,long pauses,complicated stories.And usually the title is not sp related with the plot.
Check it out



Dear friends, the translation

In the world,it exist a kind of sect
in which took part men and women
of all social abstraction,of all ages,races and religions.
It's the sect of the sleepless
And i've took part in it from ten years
People who not join this sect sometimes say to the ones that are in it
"If you are not able to sleep,anyway you can
read,watch the tv,study,or doing anything else"
This kind of sentences deeply irritate the members of the sect of the sleepless
The reason is really simple:
who soffer from insomnia have only one obsession.
falling asleep.

-Good Morning,Mister.
-You're welcome (he say that cause she's coming inside)
-How are you?
- Fine,thanks
-Did you sleep well?
(silence)

watch it.

Le destin

Maybe it's just me or..whatever,but it was so strange to turn my father's car-radio on ,choose a channel just for fun and listen from the beginning till the end to

Lemon tree by Fool's garden

really,it was.

Fearless

It's useless to say that i cried cause,obviously i did cry.

My brother Abdullah brought me to the bus stop and there the tears started to go down.

Sticky situation.

I was so concentrated on my sad-mood that i didn't realized that i had to take the plane.

Eeeek!

But as Matt teach us : Easy peasy lemon squizy (ehm..forget it!)

So i cried a lot also cause there weren't passengers next to me,i slept ( i think cause i slept only 4hrs this morning) and took some photos:

England

FranceItaly

Hello&Goodbye again

After Oxford ,this song came back again in my mind while Ronja and other Spanish people ask me to sing something.This has always been my goodbye song.

And i'm still asking why i had to leave it.


So long my friend, don't say goodbye
just give me one last kiss beneath this glowing sky.
we'll go walking through the park and hang out in the rain.
tell a joke and watch me smile as we drink away the day.

and know the next time that you make a wish upon a star
I'll be wishing on the same one that you do
and every night I'm all alone in some burn out highway town
I'll be thinking of the day that I met you.

hello again, it's been to long.
what happened to our lovesince the last time I was gone?
I detach myself againand lose something everytime.
the solutions in the problemtemporarily alright.

and know the next time that you make a wish upon a star
that sometimes it might actually come true.
our conversation can't consist of hello and goodbye
and the silence between saying I love you.

and sometimes I wonder 'bout that too.


In Youtube there's not this song,but i post another by The Ataris which is as good as this one
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mF1bPJWlm18

Goodbye my lover..

Back in my place

I had to leave my Henry.

Now i'll sleep alone again.

my fucking camera doesn't have sound

Changings

I'm feeling like Jim Carrey in THE TRUMAN SHOW
Bristol IS my Truman show
And you are my Christof.

Fridays performances

Tomorrow the second performance and we will make a surprise for Ammar trying to play L'ITALIANO and make him sing.

New nickname: the singer
love u guys